Can You Imagine?
Can You Imagine?
“There are moments that the words don’t reach. There is suffering too terrible to name….The moments when you are in so deep, it feels easier to just swim down….” – It’s Quiet Uptown – Renée Elise Goldsberry – Hamilton. But, can you imagine having to feel this?
Look at where we are
This is where we are not together anymore. But, one thing to remember you by is shown in this picture. I have a citrus tree, with a mini plastic bird that looks like the real bird that you had. It helps me think of you, and the memories we had together.
But, because this is also emotional for me… here are more of the lyrics of the song I listen to so much lately, again:
“Look at where we are. Look at where we started. I know I don’t deserve you [], But hear me out…. If I could spare his life. If I could trade his life for mine. He would be standing here right now. And you would smile. And that would be enough.” – It’s Quiet Uptown – Renée Elise Goldsberry – Hamilton.
via Apple Music:
Asking can you imagine is so hard because I cannot for the parents or for anyone else involved. I cannot imagine the pain anyone else has to endure during this time. All I can imagine is that it is cruel and unfair.
Final Thoughts
I love you and hate that I am one of many hurting at the pain of losing you. Because no one deserved losing you. Mostly, you did not deserve having your life cut so short.
And I know you did not want us in pain. But you were too great. So much more than what the rest of the world got to see.
For more posts related to my main theme of this blogs, see prior posts and these lists:
But…
Yet…. Can you imagine…
And I know that the greatest thing you will ever learn, is just to love…and be loved in return. Although this hurts, I think some earlier posts on this grief better word this – or don’t.
I think that may be how grief just works. It is not always neat or perfectly worded, and sometimes needs to rely on song lyrics for example. Or may make no sense to an outsider reading in without more context. It may be all that person is able to say.
But, grief is love. It comes from a love for someone. And this person deserved and still very much deserves so much love. Miss you so much all the time. And think only you would tell me not to second guess this post.
