You are my light
You are my light still. And usually what guides me through this all. Looking up at the sky always made me think of you.
So this moon picture from our apartment also made me think of you. Moreso, me wishing you were here and us still looking for these things together. Or enjoying it all.
“You are my iron light
And I am your dark tonight.As I watch the stars align
And I keep the moon by my side”
– Peasants by House
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Final Thoughts
The sunset, the moon, the flowers… all make me think of you. As does everything.
You made me smile during this song that I otherwise turned to when I was sad, at least before you made me smile at everything. Yet now I turn to it again.
And I knew I would be too sad to post much coming up on 4 months. So I started this post now – not as much as you deserve, but you always deserve me trying. And did end up doing one more…With time this week. Because it is a little hard to express so much, but if anyone has lost someone, I hope they find some comfort in reading about how I share my story of someone whom I lost.
you are my light and my only sunshine…
While I may not ever have the right words, the emotions are real. Sometimes it is too difficult to put into words. Sometimes I wish you could enjoy this and had more time.
But, I will try for you. And try to enjoy the beauty I find in this world. Because you showed me how much there is.
No matter what
Whether it is clear, blue, sunny skies, or when the skies are grey, or it is the moon shining down… the memories of which I have of you, no matter what we were doing or what was happening outside (or in the world), will keep reminding me how much I love you.
And, also, how I enjoyed every moment; enjoyed all of it, with you. But still can by remembering you. Or finding the beauty in the little things in this world.
One other thing (for readers)…
I know my blog switches topics a lot, but I am human. And it is one way I want to honor a life lost too soon. Also, he was so supportive of it that it only seems fitting to include posts for him now.
