God Only Knows What I’d Be Without You
No words without having you…
It feels like I cannot live without you. And God only could know what I’d be without having you. This post should be so much more, but is the best I can do.
Since this was the most popular song on your birthday..
With or Without You – U2
via Apple Music:

Even though we picked some of these photos out together for my blog, the few we picked are too many to fit and yet none I have can do you justice. But I remember us doing that and our last few weeks…
Since I will Always be your girl for all seasons
Girl for All Seasons (feat. Lorna Luft) – Michelle Pfeiffer & Maureen Teefy

Thank you for this beautiful sunrise photo.
Flashlight (From “Pitch Perfect 2” Soundtrack) – Jessi J via Apple Music

Thank you for every moment
Also, so you know, you were perfect and did the most amazing things for me.
Do I Wanna Know? – Arctic Monkeys via Apple Music

Without you, before, I was looking for you
Bless the Broken Road – Rascal Flatts
And I really wish I had the time I lost and could give it back to you.
But you encouraged me

And without you, my life would not have been this fulfilled in what I can only put from a few weeks of time in one post…

All of Me – John Legend via Apple Music
Even when I felt like I was losing, I was winning.

And I just couldn’t help falling in love more and more with every moment.

I loved you every second. And do and will
Plus you getting this so you could play me this song on it was so so sweet 💕
Can’t Help Falling in Love – Christian Leave via Apple Music

But now, not having you is so hard. And I only included some pictures you liked from my new phone… I cannot include all the ones I have – even those we picked out. I miss you so bad it hurts.
You made me a believer that life could always be as beautiful as it was in the spring with you, obviously inspiring my Springtime 2019 post and Cherry Blossoms DC post… I wish you could see them again.
But some other songs…

God Only Knows – The Beach Boys via Apple Music

Make You Feel My Love (Glee Cast Version) – Glee Cast

There is nothing I would not have done for you. I wish I could have you back and cannot stand it being a month now. I love you.
Thank you for the best memories and the best 2019 and year of my life. And the best present ever and for always.